Monday, November 13, 2006

Still waiting in limbo ...

I have just spoken to the clinic. It seems that Bob is still making up his mind. My beta is 33. Neither here nor there and I can't keep clinging to this vague hope. I know it can happen to some 'lucky' people that these low numbers go on to become successful pregnancies ... but I can't hold out for luck.

I have a follow-up test on Thursday. Just to confirm the inevitable.


Why can't it just all work out right for a change?

I don't know what to think now.


I guess I just keep holding my breath.

21 Comments:

At 6:07 pm, Anonymous Meri-ann said...

OMG I'm holding my breath too.... I won't give you any shallow platitudes, I'll just send you lots of good thoughts and hope. x

 
At 7:13 pm, Blogger Bea said...

Stella - I was so sure this was going to be the one for you. Now? I guess we'll just have to wait til Thursday.

Haha - "just" wait. Just like that.

I don't know why it doesn't just work out right. Really hoping for that miracle for Bob.

Bea

 
At 8:52 pm, Blogger Thalia said...

Oh I'm hoping for that miracle, too. How bloody frustrating that Bob is taking his time to bed down in there. Thinking of you.

 
At 9:38 pm, Blogger Vee said...

Hang in there Stella, or should I say Bob.

Sorry you have this anxious wait ahead.
I really hope that this is it for you.
Everything crossed for you.

 
At 10:12 pm, Blogger VanillaDreams said...

Damn! I was hoping for better news for you! I am sorry to say that your beta reminds me of last FET in August... My first beta was 36, and of course I felt the same as you -- it could go either way, but I didn't feel great about it. Two days later, my beta was 33. :/ Unfortunately, I was not surprised. I certainly hope it is better news in your case this time!!

Sending you good thoughts!
Nilla

 
At 12:35 am, Anonymous flygirl said...

Holding my breath with you!

 
At 1:53 am, Blogger Emmie said...

I'm hoping for you!!!

 
At 2:48 am, Anonymous N said...

I'm holding my breath too. It really sucks that Bob can't decide really what to do.

My boss is called Bob and I don't particularly like him! I do like your Bob though! I keep on crossing my fingers and holding my breath!

Good luck.

Nina

 
At 3:12 am, Blogger Zee said...

Good heavens. I'm sorry you're still stuck in limbo. I know you don't want to hold out for luck, but I'm going to hold out for you. Get with it, little Bob! Stop being coy and do the right thing!

 
At 3:35 am, Blogger Hopeful Mother said...

I sure hope you get some good news... the waiting is pure agony. Will continue to hope for you!

 
At 3:45 am, Blogger Beagle said...

I'm sorry that you're left holding your breath 'til Thursday.

I will hold out hope for you . . .

I hope Bob is the tenacious sort.

 
At 4:21 am, Blogger Heather said...

I'm praying for you.

 
At 4:38 am, Blogger My Reality said...

I will be waiting along with you and hoping for the best.

 
At 8:13 am, Blogger TeamWinks said...

My thoughts are with you...

 
At 8:20 am, Blogger Amy said...

I will keep my fingers crossed for you. I'm sorry that you have to wait until Thursday. I will be thinking of you.

 
At 10:05 am, Anonymous lassie said...

Hang in there my friend, you've already beaten many of the odds.

Thinking of you and wishing you all the best,
xoxo

 
At 10:54 am, Anonymous Watson said...

I can't imagine how hard this waiting is, I'm so sorry you're in limbo.

I wish you all the best, and I'm one of many out here holding my breath for you, wishing for good news.

Take care of yourself.

{{HUGS}}

 
At 2:44 pm, Blogger Kris said...

Shit. I hate numbers like that. Give me clear positives or give me nothing. I hope Bob is just taking his sweet time. Thinking of you- I know the next few days will feel agonizingly slow.

 
At 4:00 pm, Blogger Lisa said...

I'll be holding my breathe with you, hoping for good news on Thursday. Limbo is a terrible place to be.

 
At 8:18 am, Blogger Susie said...

HI Stella - good luck with the blood test today. I will be thinking about you

 
At 4:32 pm, Blogger Meg said...

Stell... Hope you are doing ok. Back later tongight to check up. xxx

 

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